Over the course of the first year there were a lot of different sort of things that happened. My depression at times would keep me away or I would almost like be in and out of being sick what seemed like constantly. I think I had also moved once or twice that only helped delay my efforts to being on more. I had lost a laptop due to the screen getting smashed from when my very good friend saved me from sexual assault. He had been kind enough to replace my laptop within the last couple of days that he was visiting me as that was the only source of income at the time for a good roughly 4 months at least as I wasn't able to find work at that point in time so I made myself useful and made myself readily available to you gems. Heck there were moments of "marathons" of me streaming for days straight barely resting; well was rarely tired due to insomnia mostly but because you little freaks kept my attention so well it helped me stay awake.
The webcam eventually was upgraded to my HD one now, instead of relying on what shitty installed ones were in the laptop. Or I think it was that I had started and always had the HD one but would sometimes use the newer webcam in the laptop when it was replaced cause I had it so set up for me to be in one of two areas and depending on which wouldn't need to adjust the camera or laptop.I believe this was the case for my original laptop never had a webcam. It never took me long to get a bunch of various toys sorta. I still even to this day mostly choose ones I am more a fan of or like versus going out and having multiple different styles or accessories for that matter.
One very well used perk at the start was the fact I am a big Halloween person absolutely love it and celebrate it every year one way or another. Well I was lucky enough to work at a Halloween store for a couple of years back to back and managed to acquire an assortment of costumes that I now refer to as my tickle trunk. This is great for I always have a supply of costumes at my disposal the only downside of it all is never ever knowing which one you want to wear. I have worn many of my costumes no where close to half of them on cam so far and do intent to wear more hopefully soon now that it is October! but even randomly more again throughout the year.
Made it almost one full camming year before I lost the only family member that I had left, my identical twin sister Katherine the day before our birthday. Was really hard to deal with and still is a bit we were so very close and even though she is gone I do still fully celebrate our "second birthday" since one day was never enough for us for two girls to celebrate a birthday. So every July 25, exactly 6 months away from our real birthday we would have a second party. Was amazing and a real way we celebrated us being alive. If you ever hear me refer to my second birthday you will now fully understand why. Please!! I sincerely ask this of you if it is January, or July 25 PLEASE make sure I'm celebrating my birthdays; if i'm not please then try to help make my day a little brighter and worth celebrating help me keep the memory of my twin alive. Yes these are usually the two days in a year I will more freely drink.
The webcam eventually was upgraded to my HD one now, instead of relying on what shitty installed ones were in the laptop. Or I think it was that I had started and always had the HD one but would sometimes use the newer webcam in the laptop when it was replaced cause I had it so set up for me to be in one of two areas and depending on which wouldn't need to adjust the camera or laptop.I believe this was the case for my original laptop never had a webcam. It never took me long to get a bunch of various toys sorta. I still even to this day mostly choose ones I am more a fan of or like versus going out and having multiple different styles or accessories for that matter.
One very well used perk at the start was the fact I am a big Halloween person absolutely love it and celebrate it every year one way or another. Well I was lucky enough to work at a Halloween store for a couple of years back to back and managed to acquire an assortment of costumes that I now refer to as my tickle trunk. This is great for I always have a supply of costumes at my disposal the only downside of it all is never ever knowing which one you want to wear. I have worn many of my costumes no where close to half of them on cam so far and do intent to wear more hopefully soon now that it is October! but even randomly more again throughout the year.
Made it almost one full camming year before I lost the only family member that I had left, my identical twin sister Katherine the day before our birthday. Was really hard to deal with and still is a bit we were so very close and even though she is gone I do still fully celebrate our "second birthday" since one day was never enough for us for two girls to celebrate a birthday. So every July 25, exactly 6 months away from our real birthday we would have a second party. Was amazing and a real way we celebrated us being alive. If you ever hear me refer to my second birthday you will now fully understand why. Please!! I sincerely ask this of you if it is January, or July 25 PLEASE make sure I'm celebrating my birthdays; if i'm not please then try to help make my day a little brighter and worth celebrating help me keep the memory of my twin alive. Yes these are usually the two days in a year I will more freely drink.
