Hey pervs!

I hope you've been well! It's getting chillier...cozier...creamier! Mmmm!

So, I didn't go to the Social! It was a hard choice to make, but I felt that my resources and energy would be better spent on finishing painting my living/dining/camming rooms! 

And you know what? That shit was worth it. ^o^

I finally got some help from my lovely mother, and painted it all up during the week of the Social! Of course I popped in to watch some of the lovely ladies who attended, and I'm so happy that they had fun!

So, yeah! I really did have intentions to go and make it happen- it just didn't feel perfect. And as of right now...my painted walls feel VERY perfect!! Ahhh!!!! 

Here's some Before and Afters of the rooms! I fucking love how interior design livens up a worn in space! The first room wasn't atrocious by any means, but it's easy to see now how a lil TLC makes a world of difference.

I just have the floor left to complete in here! I think it's pretty cool that many of you watched the transformation in real time. 

Btw: don't you love how my Mexican pulsates out of my veins and into the world? Aside from doing an A+ paint job, the bright colors in here are common colors in Mexico. I grew up seeing the brightest painted lil shacks, with magical colorful interiors decorated with indigenous art, simple family relics (like seashells, handmade wooden furniture), and The Virgin Mary every corner you turned! 
My relatives even had a mini war going, where they couldn't agree on the color to paint my grandparents' tombstone. So every few months, the tombstone is a different color depending on which uncle got to it first. <3

It's really cute, especially since Dia de los Muertos is coming up & we're all celebrating our ancestors' memories with festivities. I even got some Muertos themed balloons to celebrate "Halloween"!  I know that my Great Grandma who passed last year is proud to have her own altar, and she's thrilled that I'm decorating! It makes me proud to know that my current reality is something she aimed for herself when she immigrated from Central Mexico.The only difference is that she had 12 kids....but her legacy lives on in the independence she passed onto to us. 

^ I promise that the mention of death for us is with fondness, and I don't want anyone to think there's sadness behind these last paragraphs. This season is just pretty fucking festive and I want to share my perspective for all the lovely White/Black/Asian Guys who give me money xD 
*Edit from 2023! 
*My mother pointed out that last part may make my Latin viewers feel left out...definitely not my intention! I figure you guys already understand that my words are filled with happiness. You guys know more than anyone how important our abuelitas are to us, and what an honor it is to make her proud in Heaven. <3 
& yes there's a TINY bit of sadness...but I know damn well that if she knows that she will HAUNT me for being 'WEAK' (she's a badass). She'd yell at me "WHY ARE YOU CRYING, do you know what it's like to start over in a new country after your husband died?! Clean your house instead of feeling sorry for yourself" 
I LOVE HER. :')

All that being said, I hope you'll visit my cozy little home during this beautiful season via my chatroom. I have so many pumpkins calling for Your name on them!

So, moving on to the EXCITING part!!

I GOT A ROOM FOR AVN 2023!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!

And it's ALL thanks to my Highest Tipper, Brian! 

Thank you so much, Brian. I already told you, you already heard me shriek with delight!
Isn't that lovely? It used to be in fear! Hehehehe.

Really, I was NOT expecting that at all. I was just cumplaining to him how my measly 200 tokens weren't counted towards the goal in an error!  As more rooms were claimed, I started my period and couldn't cam...I thought "Okay you know what? I have been to every AVN since I began sex work. I can get my own place if they get filled up. Don't be hard on yourself, there's literally a Top 100 Camgirl list and 100 rooms available, you're just returning, and they've never offered rooms for AVN. You are FINE and it's okay to let it go."

Well FUCK me, right?? ^_~

Brian, you rocked my fucking world...you British Sadist, You.

I wake up EVERY day so happy that you blessed me with such a thoughtful gift. 

You're also cemented into the Eevee Hall of Fame as Highest Tipper of ALL time!!

Really though, you know that my appreciation for You goes beyond a monetary value. I was a bird in a gilded cage, singing to be free. You not only opened the door, you also left seeds out so I wouldn't starve. <3

To celebrate, here's some pics from previous AVNs! 

This one makes me a lil emotional because you can see the bandage on my wrist from earlier that month when I was hospitalized for depression.

2020 was interesting because I was recovering from anorexia, so I felt like my face and tummy were so bloated. It was also the only AVN where I was sober, and that was interesting! It was pretty nice actually.

That's pretty much it! It's been nearly 3 years since the last in person AVN.

I have to be honest. AVN is a shitshow. I don't know anyone who actually enjoys after the first time. The memories are awesome. Traveling is fun. But the CONVENTION. UGH. Chaos chaos chaos!

I have a feeling this is going to be the BEST AVN yet though!!!

Thank you SO much for following this journey. I'm excited to see what pictures come out in 2023!!!

xoxo,

Eevee <3