Sorry if I couldn't give u as much attention as u deserve, this week. I needed to focus on studiying. This was not an easy week for me, but the good things is that I continue my education in new year and I started to visit gym! After first visit I felt myself like a loser, just like two years ago (I quit the gym after three visits due to lack of self-confidence lol), but this time I decided to don't give a fuck and explore all the exercise machines with explanations on YouTube, like a “true loser”🤓 
One boy even showed me how to do one exercise correctly, that was cute ^^
In general, it was a great experience, especially the feeling after the gym, such calmness and pleasant tiredness. Now the main goal is to continue.