Not going to lie but I had no clue what to use as my first official post on here. I hope that a few people might read this and enjoy my ramblings. I also hope it can be helpful if anyone needs advice or anything. So here's the place where you can ask me something specific, ask me to cover a Fandom or game, or even discuss recaps of stream events that have happened. I'll also be sharing things about my experiences and things I like and don't like.
I'd like to start with how I got into this and all of the things I love. A small bit of background will be required though. I am currently twenty-three years old, last year I finally divorced my abusive ex-husband, and a few months later my sixteen-year-old sister moved in with me. All of this was for the best and despite some difficulties, I'm extremely thankful I'm able to be here for my sister.
I had considered sex work in the past, specifically being a sugar baby and selling used panties. I joined a website that opened my eyes to the possibilities. I also found an amazing group of people who were supportive and offered me help as I figured out the ropes so to speak. I had so many preconceived notions about what it would be like that it was amazing to see a group lift each other up. We shared experiences, warned each other about bad members, and would let each other know if a member asked for something we didn't do to see if any of them would be interested.
Soon, I realized I wanted to do more and interact more with others. I started my research and found MFC. Originally I had planned on it being a trial run to see how it went. For those who have been around for a bit, you know I started with only taking my top and bra off. Very quickly we got my shorts off and slowly we're getting to the point where undies will be coming off.Â
I labeled myself as a non fully nude model. And as such did not expect to be as well-received as others. Having done my research I had viewed multiple models, from the new people to the top models at the time. I saw how slow it was for a lot of them, the struggles they had. I truly thought I would have at most ten people in my room, that it would be slow. Ultimately though, I had noticed the lack of genuine conversations and hoped that my specialty with connecting with others would help.
 As a new model, I was amazed by the amount of traffic I had. It was a bit overwhelming, to be honest, and I place a lot of demands on myself. I had truly never expected to be a popular model on here. Of course, I had hoped I would be. I had hoped that I would be able to create connections and be able to talk about all of the nerdy stuff I love. To be honest I found all of that and so much more.
I've found more self-confidence, my voice, and amazing people I've come to truly care about. Together, we've been able to foster an amazing community of nerds and non-nerds who enjoy just spending time together and talking (among other things). I've been honored by a few to be a trusted person they come to when they need to feel heard and accepted. Every day is not a walk in the park, but it is those regulars and our nerdy conversations that truly make my day.
So to all of you, amazing people thank you for loving and supporting me. Thank you for engaging in my nerdy conversations (or sitting through them because you have no clue what in the world we're talking about). Also, thank you for teaching me new things. I've learned so many things over the last few months, some of them being my oblivion to other countries and customs. But I truly love that aspect. I love getting to learn from you all and with you all.
So to all of you, amazing people thank you for loving and supporting me. Thank you for engaging in my nerdy conversations (or sitting through them because you have no clue what in the world we're talking about). Also, thank you for teaching me new things. I've learned so many things over the last few months, some of them being my oblivion to other countries and customs. But I truly love that aspect. I love getting to learn from you all and with you all.
