All I can say is WOW!!!! what a horrible and super lonely isolation period. I had hopes to have fun reconnecting with and spending lots of time here during these 10 days with my members who I've missed like crazy since I began working outside the home, but it didn't go as planned. I was counting on the MFC to keep me sane and busy while under lockdown but it just wasn't the supportive network of friends that it used to be. Its not even about the lack of making money here, (Honestly I did make a little bit of $$$, Lol) I really and genuinely wanted time with my members on any level would've been amazing.
The day I tested positive, I announced repeatedly that I have 11 days to kick it here on MFC!! and only a handful came to see me more than a few times, most never logged onto MFC at all from what I've seen. I haven't been "on cam" this whole isolation time, but I have for the most part stayed logged in the entire time hoping to catch up with favorite members when I see their names pop up. Very sad and frustrating, but I did my part to spread the word, I constantly made my presence and my condition known, so I can't beat myself up over it.
Aside from MFC woes, here’s a list of other stressors that made my life hell during these 10 days:
-A Manic-Depressive Episode due to my Bipolar.
-Not being able to sleep. I haven’t slept much at all during this time and will not be well rested when I return to work in 3 days.
-Husband pretty much stayed in our bedroom and away from me almost the entire time we have been in isolation together (and we both test positive for covid, we both never became sick, there’s no reason for him to sequester himself in another room from me for the entirety of this 10 day period)
-My child that lives at home staying in her bedroom most of the time as we all isolate in the same house together, but with her its understandable because she tests negative. Just made me sad though.
-Missing my daughter whose away at college. Its been a good 4 months since I got to see her in person.  ☹
-Not being able to see my mom before she left for Mexico for a potentially life threatening surgery.
-Didn’t accomplish one thing I had in mind for these 10 days.  GRRRRRRR
