You can always begin again.
I told myself and everyone around me I would never return to MyFreeCams. My personal experience with the website in the past deemed it to be a toxic environment. My negative opinions on this platform have not necessarily changed. I have had to come to terms that some problems may never be fixed, some people may never see eye-to-eye, and the dynamics will not always be ethical. Frustration consumed me when I focused on these specific flaws. I don't exactly know how or why it happened. One day I snapped out of it. Unshackled by all I viewed as wrong, finally free to make my mind right.Β
Members of the community will tell me, you are difficult to keep up with - you change your name too much - jumping from platforms - I have lost interest. That all may be true. And yet through all the change, I am still myself. In fact, a better version of myself than the one you may have once known. Each change and every hiatus helped me grow into the woman I am: healthy, happy, confident, driven, forgiving, open, honest, and just a bit more grown up.Β
No matter how many times the world knocks you down, dig deep, be a fighter. Begin again.Β