Please Tip Directly on this Goal to Contribute to it. Leave Tip Notes for Specific's if it is not a general contribution. October 21st 2024 my Grandma passed away very unexpectedly. As many of you know she was my whole world, my best friend, my entire family, all in one. I was adopted (not legally) and we were not blood related, but I have lived with her most of my life, even into adulthood. In 2011 we bought my home together on Valentines Day, I chose this home for us, and I am doing my hardest to keep it and maintain it, proving to her that she did raise a strong independent Woman that she can be proud of, trusting me eternally to keep my head above water even in the hardest of times. I have fought the Legal battles and the dust is settling. With this being said, I am going to need your help. I have never lived alone, and it is a huge life change for me, that will take quite some time to navigate and process. I appreciate you being patient with me in this time and helping all that you can. My main focus right now is to keep myself, my 3 girls, home, and vehicles safe and well maintained. I honestly have not touched on the grieving process much, and am easing my way into it. Please be kind and gentle with me during this time, as I am extremely sensitive and things are changing daily. I am a creature of habit, I have major OCD, Anxiety, PTSD, Agoraphobia, and Manic Depression, among other things. This will not be easy. But with your help I know we got this💪 I have been on MFC for over 10 years and I do not plan on leaving anytime soon, this honestly kind of feels like a new beginning here for me. Bare with my silly gaming, cleaning/organizing, basic chill Stoney Hangs Streams for the next few months as I ease myself back into sexual content again. If I say I am not ready or in the mood, please do not push it and let me just keep my groove for the day. Check back in at a later time, and do not take offense, I am simply not going to be comfortable being sexual on command at all times for awhile and I know this. Just know I do need your help, and I do not know how often I will be working due to life circumstances. I am not ready to talk about things with those whom do not know already, or much at all yet, please respect my space and boundaries at this time. I will continue to update as I feel more comfortable. Condolences in Chat are appreciated, I do like reminiscing about times with Grandma, but please keep talk about the matter to a minimum to avoid tears / live breakdowns for now please! Transparency of what I am going to need your help with: Monthly Coverage Help Needs: Rent 20,000 Tokens Utilities 4,500 Tokens Trash 2,100 Tokens Internet 2,500 Tokens Phone 2,200 Tokens Property Taxes Savings 2,000 Tokens House Insurance 1,200 Tokens Car Insurance 4,300 Tokens Pets Necessities [3-Indica(dog), Cash(cat),Annie(dog)] 10,000 Tokens Necessities for Me 8,000 Tokens Yard Care 1,000 Tokens Groceries 10,000 Tokens House Maintenance 3,000 Tokens Needs into 2025 for my home🏡: Plumbing Check 2,000 Tokens Plumbing Upgrades 8,000 Tokens Shower Floor Fixing 100,000 Tokens Bathtub Resurfacing 10,000 Tokens Ceiling Fan Removal 4,000 Tokens New X-Pole for Livingroom 80,000 Tokens Painting Indoor 20,000 Tokens Painting Outdoor 30,000 Tokens Fence Yard 80,000 Upgraded Security Surveillance 60,000 Refrigerator Replacement 20,500