Hi ~ So I am finally going in for a full psychiatric evaluation, it's time. For the past 2 years, my mind has been seeming to fail me. I barely work anymore, I find very little happiness in the things I love, feeling like I blinked and the year disappeared, sleeping up to 10hours a day, plus I just don't feel myself anymore, like a part of me is missing. I know I can't move forward with where I am now, for the past year I have gone into a chaotic spiral of depression and formed bad habits. I truly thank every one of you for sticking by me this year but I know I still have a lot to work on. I am internally screaming all the time, about to turn 30 and I feel like I have thrown my life & career away in the past year... I don't want to give, I want to continue in this career and strive forward and become better. Thank you for supporting and loving this cyber potato, faults & all <3