Currently in the process of taking every single area of my life to the next level. In business, financially, physically, mentally, energetically, health wise, emotionally, spiritually, socially etc. This isn't just about taking my looks & my style to the next level, it's a lot ✱✱✱✱✱✱ than that. If you're wondering what this goal is actually for, it's just for a lot of shopping as I'm in the process of revamping & upgrading everything in my life. Awhile ✱✱✱✱, I got rid of almost everything I owned to upgrade myself & level up as I transition to the next phase of my life. Everything shown is part of my "5 year plan". It's a vision board for everything I'm going to accomplish over the next 1-5 years. So why am I sharing my success journey on MFC? Because I want people to understand the vision, which includes my Bella Springs 2.0 goal. I want people to grasp why I'm doing what I'm doing so they can understand me better. Some people say, "you're ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ yourself in the foot by sharing this stuff", or, "just keep it to yourself". Others believe sharing goals is self sabotage, & I guess to some degree it is. It's human nature for people to start acting weird or treating you different when you start progressing in life beyond their expectation of you. I've already been dealing with this for the past 3 years, so it just is what it is. I have lost long term supporters just for the simple fact that I'm building businesses. It triggers something in people to see you & treat you different. People that know you personally will also do this. They only view you as who you were growing up can only see & accept a past version of you (which is toxic & unhealthy in my opinion). So anybody that doesn't genuinely support the room, like me, want to be here or just thinks I'm being "boastful" about my goals, is just naturally gonna fall off. People that "get it" or are supportive & understanding, will naturally gravitate. It's taken me years to get to this point, so I'm going to celebrate it. I also believe a lot of men in general don't like to see beautiful women succeed, prosper & thrive in life but that's a whole other topic & can of worms that I won't get into. (It's generally because they're a narcissist, psychopath, sociopath or misogynist). So I'm sure when I'm dealing with personal attacks, passive aggressive BS & weird energy, that's probably why. These are the men that always come to my room to play games, waste my time, try to "humble" me etc. Some of these men really can't help themselves. It's like they just have to say or do something to get that quick dopamine spike to feel better about themselves or feel like they're somehow "in control". Like did your life ACTUALLY get any better or improve after doing or saying that, or are you still miserable? Nobody that's genuinely happy, is sitting on the internet being a hater. Happy people aren't hating & hating people aren't happy. People like this will never get my energy, an emotional response or ruin my day, but they really do try. Men love to do so many things to try to syphon women's energy to fuel their ego & I always know when & why they're doing it. I've dealt with it all lol. One example would be when a guy was telling me I looked my age. He wanted to make it crystal clear that I looked my age & not a day younger. I agreed & went along with it. He was doing it because he probably noticed people telling me I look younger. He wanted to "humble" me & ruin my day soooo bad lol. I knew exactly what he was doing & just grey ✱✱✱✱✱✱ him. So the list goes on & on. At the ✱✱✱ of the day, I'm here to reach an ✱✱✱ goal & build successful businesses, which requires a healthy level of selfishness & narcissism. So if everything in the room seems like it's all about my ✱✱✱ goal, well, that's because it is lol. This is a huge milestone in my life & I've been ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ on all of this for a very long time. Once I'm able to build my business full time around the clock, it's pretty much game on from there. After we clear this goal, I'll go ✱✱✱✱ to doing countdowns & enable my newest tip menu in public chat. Public chat will be more fun after I upgrade my webcam, do some shopping & complete my new lingerie collection. Lastly, please don't be a snowflake when it comes to my dark humor or certain things I post. I'm very in touch with my dark side & have always utilized it to reach any goal in life. That energy is just a ✱✱✱✱ in my ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱. I've been through a lot of heavy ✱✱✱✱ in my life & I've always been able to transmute negatives into positives. Just like Robert Greene says "Even the worst ✱✱✱✱ that happens to you can be converted into gold if you're clever enough". Appreciate everyone who supports this ✱✱✱ goal of mine so I can get to the next phase of my life.