(Pic is just for reference of what I want <3 ) So over the past year I have been heavily researching what I would have to do to make some major changes in my life. As many of you know I have had some medical troubles that unfortunately will be with me my whole life. I'm doing better now that I'm diagnosed and take the right medicine, but because of this I have outstanding medical debt, so much that my debt to income is dire, and no lender will work with me thinking I am too high risk. Do to this, I must make some adjustments to my plan and try to do everything through a private seller, because I will have to most likely pay in cash. My goal for all this is to lower my over all monthly costs. No I wont be wandering all over the place! I know gas is expensive. I plan on staying in one area and staying at my family and friends properties and also boondocking (living off the grid in BLM land) If you don't know, I actually have been living in isolation since the pandemic started, because I'm auto immune. I don't go out, AT ALL. I have to sanitize everything that come into my place. I'm essentially a bubble person. So right now I am basically paying for my own prison. The only way I could possibly visit any of my family, (all live a decent driving distance away and I cant use public facilities) I would need to have my own restroom because I need a sanitized space. In this last year I was lucky enough to take a role as a freelancing artist where I was able to get a steady pay, working remotely, ultimately I haven't gotten a raise in 13 years so having a stable wage seemed great to me. But unfortunately I'm still a independent contractor and the bank, even though they can see my pay deposits don't want my 1099 forms... So in these next few months I'm going to bust my ass as much as I possibly can. So if you see me online, yes I am taking Private shows, also selling my panties, collectables, paintings. I'm completely downsizing my life until I can get this all going. Going to sell my car, furniture everything. So I'm hoping to get at least 3 decent consecutive Months here on MFC and maybe I can try to get a loan again xoxo The total I need is about $5,000. This along with selling all my other items I'm hoping to get the vehicle and still have some resources to get it fixed up the way I need. Explanation if you want to know: -My bank thinks that I am too much of a risk because of my health -I was going to trade my newer sedan, 2011 for a early 2000 diesel. (I thought was a good trade) Along with a small down payment. To this they said no. and wanted me to also sign a life insurance policy to add to the loan, I thought sure fine if they want that I will. Then they say I must put more for down payment.. - I've lived at the same apartment for 7 years, and it has gone up $600 since I moved in, when I first moved in it was reasonable, now it is just bleeding me dry. ( was $700, now $1300, and all this with no updates or renovations) - Another major reason I want to move, medical care for me here in Nevada is way more expensive than it is in say, Utah. Right now it is just better for me to pay per appointment typically just 2 times a year plus lab tests, to get just 2 of my specialists for my lupus: rheumatologist and cardiologist, its $900 a month. -I am current on my medical bills, I kind of have to be because if I even have a over due bill of $40 they wont even make a appointment for me. (Something I also pointed out to the bank, because I do pay it but the total balance is what is the issue.) -Yes I did talk with the financial officer at my credit union and their only take away was, your rent is too high, then I pointed out it was a lot less when I moved in, then they were like oh all your medical bills, have you tried to get on disability, then I asked couldn't I not qualify for this loans if I was on assistance? They then went back and said oh yea you wouldn't be able to. So here I am between a rock and a hard place... All help is greatly appreciated and your support would mean so much, especially since it seems like the world is against me, it would just be nice to have someone on my side for once that thinks I can do this <3 Sorry its such a long read but I have spent days defending myself and my health and I just need to vent. If you have any other questions about my goal or just camping life in general let me know! Any contribution over, 500 tokens you will get some sexy pictures from me! Now, building my space and when I finally get on the road! 1000 tokens, you get everything above plus a video of me being naughty on the road! 10,000 or more I will send you all my current content, the above mentioned prizes, panties, a painting, and 3 new videos just for you!