⚠️ warning! ✱✱✱ time yap ahead ⚠️ 3 years ago, I made an incredibly ✱✱✱✱ personal decision; I packed up my little Fiat as much as I could, hopped in with Wally, and drove from the Atlantic all the way to the Pacific. I started a new, incredible chapter in my life and I have never been happier. Well except for the fact that I had to leave my dearest M0maly behind. My ✱✱✱ is and has always been my best friend, and I'm pretty sure I'm hers (don't tell my sisters though, I don't think they've caught on). We talk like besties, we laugh until we cry, we think the same way, and we love bickering. I miss her so, so much. No matter how many friends I've made or how many connections I've explored, I haven't been able to fill the ✱✱✱✱ in my heart. Every single time I have to say goodbye to her, I cry like a ✱✱✱ ✱✱✱✱. It's the ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ heartbreak of my life all over again, and I'm ready to ✱✱✱ a stop to it. My plan from the start has always been to save enough money to bring her over here so she could live out her best m0maly retirement life in the west coast. This is a dream she's talked to me about ever since I was little! My ✱✱✱ would never ask for it though, she knows how much ✱✱✱✱ (and tokies) it would take and she's never been one to ever ask me for anything. Originally, it was going to take a few more years to ✱✱✱ this plan in motion. But because of some personal family stuff happening ✱✱✱✱ home on the east coast, it seems things are in motion a bit earlier than planned. Although I feel a tiny little bit unprepared, I'm very excited for this new development :) This new plan includes finding a ✱✱✱✱✱✱ apartment, packing up all my stuff, moving, getting some furniture to set up my m0maly's room and getting her a one way flight in a few months when everything is ready. Additionally, some sound-proofing would go a long way ha ha ha. Living with my ✱✱✱ again at my ✱✱✱ age will be interesting. I know there will be an adjustment , but I also know we'll both benefit from this. My ✱✱✱ is 70 and at that age, she needs to be in a good environment. Her mental and physical health is my top priority, which is why I need her here. The healthcare system is miles better, we'll be near a major city, and the abundance of nature will be an unimaginable positive to her general health. Where she lives now, the weather is so harsh that she's cooped up in the house for half the year. I can tell it's negatively affecting her, and I often feel like I'm ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ out of time. I want to do everything I can to keep her as healthy and active as possible. These next few years will be very important for us. Since I've started camming in 2018, I've always felt comfortable sharing parts of my personal life with my community. The people on this platform are truly incredible, and so generous. I appreciate the immense amount of support throughout the last several years and more than anything, I'm so grateful for the ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ who care about bettering my (and my family's) life. I would not be where I am if it wasn't for ya'll ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂)⸝♡ Anybody who funds at least 1000 tokens to this goal will have access to my moving ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ snapchat story (1300 tokens total for those who don't already have snapchat access). This story will include general updates, new spot sneak peeks and decorating/furniture things :D Thank you for reading ♡︎♡︎♡︎