Hey friends!I want to start by saying that in life you often attract what you think..You know my opinion about abortion and if it will ever happen to me I will keep it at all cost. Last summer I was at a baptism party where I meet someone. The party was great,we have fun,we get drunk and guess what..we ended up sleeping with each other.I realized this after few months when it was anyway to late for anything that I am pregnant!When I told him he respectfully told me that he can’t not longer support another family.I found out that he already has a family,divorced with two kids! With all being said,considering my age I decided to keep this baby no matter what!So for the first two months even if I really didn’t know what I really wanted,all possible fears went through my head,from how I will manage alone,what I will tell to my mother,how I will do with work,but while talking with friends ,they all advise me to keep it and thank the universe for this miracle,which at my age may be a last chance,fallowing the advice of my doctors who told me every time during the gynecologist examination to have a child now I’m not getting any younger ! And here I am at almost 38 years old,pregnant,with a house without furniture yet,with debts,alone,but with the hope I have the support of you all and you will support me and this will never change anything in our relationship! Let’s look at the positive thing about this,that I will do a lot of mommy videos now😝