I made a comment the other day that my whole world has been turned upside down and asked you all to bear with me while I tried to sort things out and be the best I can when online for you. The best I can say is if you know, you know. You probably know if you were with me a few years ago. The support last time was just seriously touching and life changing and I'm sad to say here we go again. I'm only asking for this very minimum help I'm not asking for it all because everyone was just too kind last time I can't ask again. I really need help to cover my first two sessions of help and rep, anything at all is just amazing as (if you were with me before) will know. I've tried to keep this on the low and manage on my own but I just can't.