Inevitable and Irresponsible.
I don't what it is about me that can't seem to shut off my head and fully be in the present moment all the times or on command.
I've been trying to change my habits for the better, but I'll only last maybe a couple days on a roll, then it just seems so distant and unappealing.
I think I get burnout alot ALOT. Is that what it is? How do I fix that? Is it even fixable? Oh well for now and later.
And that's okay I guess. People get this feeling all the time right? I can't be the only one in the world that feels like this.
Im not the most extravagant person in the world and I really don't want to be.
I want to be me.
I am me. And that's all I ever really want to be. But my fucking mind won't cooperate. Sooner or later it will. See how scattered that sounded? Geez. Tomorrow, I'm going to plan out what I want to blog about. Inside of my head and brain right now is like a tornado and I can't keep a single topic on track lol.
