So, I really wanted to cam and be comfortable and for all intents and purposes, I was. I just fail on the day to day life stuffs. I thought I might of been"putting on" my agoraphobia. I'm afraid of open places, crowds and being exposed...
I guess that it turns out that it's not put on...
But, oddly enough; you guys are an exception to that rule. I can have 40 people in my room watching and I'm not scared... I'm elated.
I feel it everyone in a while, that rock star grudge goddess I am shining thru....
Then, all of a sudden someone knocks at my my door. And, poof-
Illusion gone!
I guess that it turns out that it's not put on...
But, oddly enough; you guys are an exception to that rule. I can have 40 people in my room watching and I'm not scared... I'm elated.
I feel it everyone in a while, that rock star grudge goddess I am shining thru....
Then, all of a sudden someone knocks at my my door. And, poof-
Illusion gone!