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blog portion of art porn project :::: patreon.com/website9845
I remember when I was 18 and google searched my cam username for the first time, shocked, I discovered that my stream had been screen recorded and spread across the internet on random websites with Xs in the URLs.Ā  Almost 10 years later, my art practice is now mostly screen recording and screenshots.Ā  I want to think more about the impacts of screen "grabbing" and "capturing",,,,,,While feeling simultaneously frustrated by my lack of control over my own image/online presence and also mesmerized by the surreal world of usernames/profile pictures online buyers use, Iā€™ve decided to start collecting them the way many of them have been collecting me. I'm thinking about the motivations behind the existence of these profiles.Ā  Admittedly, I know the extra amount of e_f_f_0_r_t I put into my online XXX presence is unnecessary (nudes will do just fine), I can't help but feel a huge desire to customize my online presence everywhere always all the time.Ā  On all the XXX websites I'm on, I always customize my profile and modify my experience as much as I can.Ā  Whenever I see buyers putting this same level of effort into their own profiles (that they appear to not make money with) I feel connected to them, in our strange encounters on these hidden XXXX websites, as ourselves, wrapped in digital cryptic personas. The username ā€œFootboy4everā€ says as much about the actual person behind that account as my XXX profiles say about me anyway.
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filled meĀ 
withĀ 
fantastic terrorsĀ 
I haveĀ 
never feltĀ 
beforeĀ 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCHREyE5GzQ
Every time I hear this song I am filled with despair hope love anger energy rage sweet all consuming loud flaming burning Ā eternal flame
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCHREyE5GzQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCHREyE5GzQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCHREyE5GzQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCHREyE5GzQ
The sensation of something long lost being reanimated my memory my feelings my passions being born again anew Ā 
can't have my cake and eat it too,,,,,,,,
can't have my cake and eat it too,,,,,,,,
can't have my cake and eat it too,,,,,,,,

I'd rather just eat it