The beginning of September was like a tornado. I could not find the required amount of money by the date specified in the Agreement of Study. I was on the verge of despair and expulsion. I got the idea to take my mother’s gift to the pawnshop. Gold earrings and ring. I don’t know how, but mom felt it. I was reprimanded and I was scolded. Now I owe a decent amount of money to her husband for my studies. It's humiliating. Why should they help me? They have their own family and relationship. And I don’t feel that I have a place at least somewhere.

I switched to the next university course. It was a tough time.

I am very grateful to everyone who helped me. Thank you very much!

This year, my specialized subjects begin. We are starting to explore the direction of choice. My choice is already known - it's Horses.

And, since all the money went to study, I did not have money left to rent an apartment. Now I rent a modest apartment with friend. It was difficult to open up to her. In this country, not everyone understands who such a web model is.A friend understood me. We have not stopped being friends. Now I have Internet for job and society.

Now I have 3 cats left: Citadel, Aurora and Red. The young cats found a new home and loving families. I'm very happy for them.