The title of this post will sound strange... I will always be grateful to God and my parents that I was born...My childhood was difficult and hungry... it’s hard to believe, but it’s true... my youth passed under the yoke of humiliation and backbreaking work..but it hardened me and didn’t break me...
My adult life often brought me doubts and inconvenience. But I moved forward, closing my eyes to how my soul felt and what was happening to my body.
During the pandemic, it became very difficult for me... that’s how I ended up in my first studio.. It was hell, but I survived and learned my lessons.
Then there was the second studio... the fight against cancer and hormone therapy... weight gain and depression, even if others did not see it...
I went through a lot of things... leaking information about me to a telegram channel with my real data and a list of my relatives - it killed me, trampled me, simply crushed me. Two weeks of impenetrable tears and only alcohol helped me sleep. It was a nightmare come true.
But there were good people nearby who stayed in touch, who every day found out how I was feeling, what was happening to me, whether I wanted to wake up tomorrow.
I am grateful to everyone who supports and appreciates me! I have friends in real life and here on the site. I will be forever grateful and appreciative!
My special thanks to my special someone!!! You hear me even when I am silent! You see how my soul beats when I try to smile! You always keep your hand on my pulse and worry if the heartbeat is not clear! Don't worry my God, I'm just sleeping!
You INSPIRED me when you gave me the opportunity to see the ocean!!! You always knew that this was my most cherished dream!
Thank you! Thank you again and again for all the best changes in my life! I am grateful to everyone who helps me! But I am especially grateful to you - you made my life wonderful! That's why you are my God!!!!
With eternal affection and love, Your Fox
My adult life often brought me doubts and inconvenience. But I moved forward, closing my eyes to how my soul felt and what was happening to my body.
During the pandemic, it became very difficult for me... that’s how I ended up in my first studio.. It was hell, but I survived and learned my lessons.
Then there was the second studio... the fight against cancer and hormone therapy... weight gain and depression, even if others did not see it...
I went through a lot of things... leaking information about me to a telegram channel with my real data and a list of my relatives - it killed me, trampled me, simply crushed me. Two weeks of impenetrable tears and only alcohol helped me sleep. It was a nightmare come true.
But there were good people nearby who stayed in touch, who every day found out how I was feeling, what was happening to me, whether I wanted to wake up tomorrow.
I am grateful to everyone who supports and appreciates me! I have friends in real life and here on the site. I will be forever grateful and appreciative!
My special thanks to my special someone!!! You hear me even when I am silent! You see how my soul beats when I try to smile! You always keep your hand on my pulse and worry if the heartbeat is not clear! Don't worry my God, I'm just sleeping!
You INSPIRED me when you gave me the opportunity to see the ocean!!! You always knew that this was my most cherished dream!
Thank you! Thank you again and again for all the best changes in my life! I am grateful to everyone who helps me! But I am especially grateful to you - you made my life wonderful! That's why you are my God!!!!
With eternal affection and love, Your Fox