My keyboard was covered with a thick layer of dust. For so long, I wrote nothing and did not share my thoughts, dreams, or plans for the future.
But your incredible support and the ability to listen to me helped. Your faith in my inner power, which, it seemed, had been lost in the last endless months, scattered ashes over numerous losses and disappointments.
Thank you. And now everything does not seem so hopeless. Partly to me, I was even ashamed of all those shifts in mood that you had to face: heat, cold, passion, disgust, conflicting desires. Did I really want something? No.
It seemed to me that I was dead inside. Short-term enlightenment emotionally gave hope and patience to move on, even if it was in energy.
Those who knew me longer and closer were scared the most. And thank you, my dear ones, for the fact that there is always hope, no matter what. Even if I do not show my emotions, it's important for me. I caused you a lot of pain, and there are no excuses.
I became more experienced and hardy. If this is the force, then it is our common victory.ย
But your incredible support and the ability to listen to me helped. Your faith in my inner power, which, it seemed, had been lost in the last endless months, scattered ashes over numerous losses and disappointments.
Thank you. And now everything does not seem so hopeless. Partly to me, I was even ashamed of all those shifts in mood that you had to face: heat, cold, passion, disgust, conflicting desires. Did I really want something? No.
It seemed to me that I was dead inside. Short-term enlightenment emotionally gave hope and patience to move on, even if it was in energy.
Those who knew me longer and closer were scared the most. And thank you, my dear ones, for the fact that there is always hope, no matter what. Even if I do not show my emotions, it's important for me. I caused you a lot of pain, and there are no excuses.
I became more experienced and hardy. If this is the force, then it is our common victory.ย
