today i’m imagining being a pornstar. everyone watching me, lusting over me, watching me get stretched and torn apart by james deen. he is the only pornstar i have ever been attracted to. even that owen grey guy doesn’t do it for me like james deen. sigh, i hope he reads fangirl blog posts about himself. 

i wish i had a hand tight in my hair, and his feet in front of me on the floor awaiting my lips to worship them, before he gets bored of my worship and chooses one of my holes to stuff instead. 

a girl can dream.