Today I got some bad news, all the banks I have applied have refused me. I haven't done enough and my math was wrong, was supposed to make over the 3000$ monthly with 500$ more and because of that they said I am not able to pay the loan. Thing is I got ONE non bank institution as last hope and if this is not working this means I need to raise my rent at 2000$ in order to convince the owners not to sell. That and other expenses I have around will take me to a close to what the banks asked me. Funny isn't it? Anyway today was a really shitty day, I am feeling very low and wanted to let you know why. My struggle is going still and I will not give up. I am just disappointed into our system now. My goals unfortunately will keep going and will have this month to get even higher in order to afford it all. As being the jack of all trades here everything is on me. I know I have chosen this, but I really appreciate all your help and care, even if I am not always showing it, because you are giving me hope for the future.
Thank you all so much!
Anna