Hello! Hanny here. So, I find it hard to broadcast on webcam and even film content at the moment, but I often find myself thinking about the members I know from MFC on a relatively frequent basis and I feel like a disappointment to them, to say the least. Broadcasting is hard for me now, and I feel I can only 'jump' on cam when I have a fleeting moment of feeling able to do so. Having a schedule just makes it even less likely that I will be around because it puts pressure on me. I have learned over the years that pressure really affects me in a big way and is one of the main triggers of my severe depressive episodes (how jolly do I sound?!) For now, my focus is studying, basic necessities (as above) For anyone wondering my bare minimum is about 40,000 tokens/month and this keeps me in rent, food, bills and dance lessons. I would like to try to write to this with blogs about any fun events or life goals and milestones diary and a way of keeping in contact with the people I know from MyFreeCams who I care about and have shown they care about me too. My energy has changed towards being so available online and it wasn't intentional but it seems it's necessary and the only way. This blog will include my daily bullshit, pictures and I will add offer codes and content not accessible unless you're a part of The Daily Hanny!