After 4 years in this industry, it is time for me to say goodbye and attempt to live a SFW life. This has been one of the hardest decisions I've ever had to make, a lot of crying has been involved. This community and this job has given me so much. You guys have showed me love and what It feels to be cared for by some complete strangers that have turned into some of my best friends. I plan on logging online 1-2 a month starting in Feb to catch up, and lets face it to have some fun (because cumming to you guys gives me more joy than anything). I am not sure how long this will last. There is a reason I haven't made this some huge retirement ordeal, because I don't know what life will be like. I may fall on my cute ass and have to come back to cam, but this is something I feel like I need to try for now. During my time as a cam girl I have completed my bachelors degree, and have lost very important family members and loved ones, to having a 12 hour jaw surgery. When i first started out I was very shy in regards to my personal life, you guys have gotten me to open up and trust you so much. I love you all endlessly, and I know you will support me if I am gone forever, or if I do have to come back. I thank you so much for that. On to the club: This is my final goodbye club, I will be having a final goodbye show the end of Dec. With this club you will get recordings to every show I do this month, you get to choose ONE theme for a night (could be the lingerie I wear, the music, etc), you of course will get all of my videos in general, and if you are comfortable I would love to mail you a christmas card. With this club you will also get some special pictures when me and Artie came together December 9th (and possibly one more time?) I love you all, so much.