If you clicked here, you probably care. This goal is also to let you know or to remind you that I really can have very bad days. My condition is not ✱✱✱✱✱✱ and I never know which mood I will wake up with tomorrow. For me, this is not a mood, but a whole reality, and I jump from one to another, where not only emotions change, but also the full ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ of things, situations and myself. I have never been a social person and to this day I maximally limit contact with people because it is ✱✱✱✱ for me. When your ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱✱ of the world and ability to communicate is constantly fluctuating, it is difficult to build any relationship. I am very happy to have my best friends here, you are the best team I could hope for. And I am glad that this had been happening gradually and I had the opportunity to get used to communicating with a lot of people. I understand that this is the only place where I could find myself and I am glad that I can find here people who are on the same wavelength with me. I really love this place and yet being online is draining me mentally and I always need time to recover. Each time I go online, I need a few hours of rest after. Sometimes I have bad days when I completely close myself off from the world and every new notification on the phone throws me into a shiver. Sometimes the simplest things can be very difficult for me. It's ✱✱✱✱ for me to make contact. Because of such ✱✱✱✱✱✱✱, I feel like I am often misunderstood. I was simply losing friends because it was very difficult for me to explain why I did not respond to messages or calls. But you must know I love you all very much. And the happiest days I have spent with you! If you read up to this point, you definitely care. Thank you.