Hello stranger,
Long time not seen around, isn't it? My apologies first if this will come to you with some bad news, but I am also having some good news as well. Will try my best not to mess up much things, but sometimes life is this way and if you think my changes are not good for you, no harsh feelings I will understand if you go away. Just one request I got before, do not ghost me and tell me why.
I will start with the reason why first and how I got to this in the hope that you will understand me. In the past years I have struggled with providing a secure roof above our heads and on and off life has been very challenging in this matter. Rent prices have raised to the point where I consider myself lucky to have the deal that I have now. For this place the price now is around 1500$ to 2000$, and I am only giving 1000$ now. However 6 months ago the owners decided to sell, due to some life changes of their own.
At the state I was having 6 months ago to even be able to pay that rent or buy it was looking impossible for me, not to mention I had no legal back-up for it or for a loan. I took the matter into my hands and managed to solve the legal part, that was somehow easy and by October I was having things starting and prepared for a lifetime fight.
I am saying a lifetime fight because honestly what I am getting myself into now will take me some years to solve it, because in here to be able to make a loan you have to make around 3000$ per month to be considered reliable in front of the bank. Not to mention the loan itself it's on 30 yrs long.
I am not going to confuse you anymore with banking details, but just to figure out a bit why my goals have changed and got different now.
Of course I will work my ass off to make these targets monthly and to get things done, but now you know why I need to set up boundaries, why I need to hold myself accountable and why I will change a bit on how I do things around.
If I am not doing this I got no option but to go out there and sleep under the blue sky. So for the ones who will stick around, I really appreciate it, honestly no matter how small is your help, every token counts for me now. For the ones who will choose to not stick around, totally understand it and wish you nothing but the best further.
One thing is sure, my time from now on means money and I can't afford anymore for my own good to waste any.
Thank you.
AnnaV
