You know you have to eat your cum after you jerk off, but you don't really want to. You know that if you jerk off and cum really fast that you can get it out of the way and get it over with. But if you jerk off and edge over and over and over again then you get to put it off for a little bit. You know you will still need to eat it, but at least you won't have to do it right away. Problem is that if you jerk off and cum really fast then you don't get to enjoy the pleasure. But if you put it off and edge for a long time you will get to enjoy the pleasure... but your balls will be so full that when you cum you're going to have even more cum to eat! Do you want to get it over really quick and miss savoring the pleasure or do you edge for a while giving yourself a chance to enjoy it just to have to eat an even bigger load?