It's OK. I understand; you like the idea, but actually doing it scares you. That's perfectly normal. I'm going to be here for you, to guide you the whole time. Honestly, you're viewing this entirely the wrong way. Instead of feeling weird about it, and embarrassed, you should be feeling like I am; excited. And here's why; it's fun, it's natural, and everyone's doing it. It's time you were freed by your societal male role programming, and submitted to your true nature. There's nothing abnormal about melting for a woman as sexy, and strong as me. There's nothing odd, about stroking and coming for me, nor your need for me to take care of you, and own you. That's why I'm so thrilled to be here today for you! This is momentous! You've thought about it, you've played with the idea, and now you're going to take the leap and actually do it! Leave it all to me, right down to showing you the position to get in to, getting you hard, and counting you down. So freeing, right!! You're welcome.
Tip EliMarie