Hello subby. So, you wish to devote yourself to serving Me and becoming one of My pets. Firstly, I expect you to show Me through your behavior that you have what it takes. Know that I am always testing you. With every thing I say to you I am gauging your responses, attention to details, the quality of your services, etc. When I tell you to kiss My boots I expect it to be done the way I like it however, this time you disappoint Me greatly and so a lashing is in store for you. I hurt you because you must learn how to serve Me correctly. I strike you down to break your ego free from thinking you're important or deserving of care or mercy. Lash after lash I mark you with a reminder of who you are. Just an object, a toy, My property to do with as I please. After you endure My wrath I comfort you with a bit of praise for absorbing the pain I put you through, and I give you another chance to place kisses on My boots. Without any doubt you find yourself loving My whip's burns and scars. Whatever Goddess wants, Goddess gets.