There's a reason that no matter how hard you try to quit, you can't stay away: you're a gooner. You need to let go and indulge your primal urges. Feed your dick the goonfuel it wants. Load up as many porn videos as you can fit on your screen while I encourage you to fuel your addiction and get so gooned for your cock. You need this. You need to pump. It's not something you can control, you have no choice. Pump your goonstick until it's raw. No matter how bad you think you want to stop, you just can't ignore the persistent throbbing between your legs. Your cock controls you, whether you like it or not. So give in and GOON.