First are soo nerve-wracking. I never know what I want to wear or how to prepare. Do I look too slutty? (Doubtful). Will he think this is hot? I think it's all the sexual tension building up in me that's giving me the jitters. Luckily there is an easy solution! Just come over real quick and go down on me and make me cum so I can relax before this . You're too far away? Ughh fine. I have to cum though so the next best thing is my flexer toy. Hopefully this is just the first orgasm of the night 😉