The inspirations for this video were my first literary love and my first erotic experience. Fantasizing of the way I waited for the medical student I was seeing to return to his apartment, I provide alluring views of my body as I tell you in great detail what it does to me to relinquish control. After, I read a passage from The Unbearable Lightness of Being. I caress my body in front of a mirror in my own take of how under Tomas’ instruction, Sabina would strut naked over the mirror wearing the bowler hat. I have a hat of my own to use as a prop, and it was a massive turn on to use Kundera’s words with my own little twist. This is my absolute favorite video I’ve created thus far; I had such a wonderful time writing the first half that I had to pleasure myself immediately after.