Let's be honest, you are not a man, you don't know how to fuck like a man, and you do not have a man's dick! You will never experience fucking at all! You definitely aren't going to fuck pussy, but you can fuck other things. You can learn what it takes to be a man, even though you'd never be able to use what you have learned. For this you can use a fleshlight or any other masturbator, like a fuck/blow up doll. You will watch porn, yay! right? Well the unfortunate part is this is more a learning experience for you than a fun experience. You will be watching the man's cock and what is happening with it. If he is getting a blowjob, you will follow what she is doing and you will try to keep pace. If he is eating her out? Welp, better hope your masturbator is clean because you're sharing a passionate kiss with her! You will change positions to match as well. You will do everything he is doing so you can learn what it is like for a man to fuck! You will be allowed to cum, but ONLY after he has cum. REAL MEN cum first! You can pretend, even if just for a second, that you are not a complete loser. You and I both know you are, but it's fun to pretend, isn't it?