Give up your make believe "God", your make believe religion. Being a bitch for the "big man" in the sky is getting you nowhere, it's actually hindering you from being who you want. Who you crave to be. You want to submit and worship to a true GODDESS. A divine being that you can see with your own eyes. You want to live a reality that doesn't condemn you for being a horny addict. Follow the cross pendulum and repeat after me as you fall into a state of relaxation and contentment. Give up God, and give into your one true Goddess.