Life is going great for me lately and it’s weird. I’ll be honest, I’m not accustomed to it at all. I am use to struggle. I’m use to fighting tooth and nail for everything I have. Being a sex worker is not as easy as it would appear, and I’ve never been good at being “sexy”. It’s taken me years to discover who I am, discover what I want in life, and discover how to get it.Â
Before I got into sex work I was somewhat of a prude and I’ve always struggled with mental issues. Overcoming all of it to get to where I am now is a big deal for me. I was homeless at one point after college and living out of my car. My parents were doing everything in their power to stop me from becoming a sex worker and college debt was proving to be a bigger worry than originally anticipated.Â
I knew what made me happy though. I knew I wanted to continue to cam and make videos. I wanted to do what I loved while making money. I just didn’t know how to do so. I realized that I could give up my dream, get the job my parents wanted and settle for working for someone else my entire life, doing a job that would kill my soul and squash my spirit, I could continue to struggle like I had been or I could do something different. I chose the latter. Since then, I’ve been learning, working hard and applying myself. Recently, it’s paid off.
I’ve gone from being homeless and couch surfing to being able to afford a luxury 2bed 2 bath apartment; and honestly it blows my mind. I’ve worked hard for everything I have, and yet it still feels like I still have so far left to go. Eventually I’d like to own my own home, and get a better car. I know I can do these things, I just need to keep persevering and working hard. I’m having trouble adjusting to the success and am still in shock that it’s real.
 Right now this move to a new apartment will be the biggest upgrade of my life and I want to keep going with the upgrades. I don’t want to move with the furniture I had up until now. Although I learned a lot during the past few years, it’s not something I look fondly upon. Ideally I’d like to leave almost everything behind and only take things I need daily and can’t easily replace such as makeup, clothing, comics, and toys. I want to buy a new couch, new bedframe and all new house decor including new plates and silverware.Â
Even though I’ve gotten almost all major expenses taken care of, I still need some help raising funds for the new furniture and other upgrades. I’ll be camming and filming new videos daily to help me reach this goal. I hope if things go really well I can continue to cam and shoot videos daily in my new place and just continue to upgrade everything in my life.Â
This “things going my way” thing is a strange phenomenon to me but I’m rolling with it and not questioning it. I know it isn’t really random and it will continue to go this way if I stay positive and keep working the way I have been, I am just having trouble believing it all. If you want to support the dream, please make sure to check out my moving goal here on MFCShare. It's the biggest goal I've ever set before but I know with your support and help, we can all make it, together. So thank you, in advance for helping friend, it means a ton.
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