I still remember the first time I pressed the broadcast button. It was about two years ago. I was there LIVE in my room and unaware what was about to happen. Within just a few minutes I received various private messages from viewers.
One person said " You are Breathtaking''.
Another said ''AMAZING SMILE''
I was getting all these compliments and I had no clue what to do. I smiled and would say ''Thank You''.
My Room started to get busy and fast paced I couldn't keep up with all of the messages... But all I know is... It gave me a rush feeling of adrenaline. People were enjoying my company and enjoying me.
I felt Sexy, and empowered. I felt like me. The tips were pouring in and so were the viewers. I never knew I was such an exhibitionist. Since I started camming. The fact that I loved being watched.... It just brought a missing piece to my puzzle called LIFE.
Growing up, I had the common insecurities of not feeling good enough and caring what others think. As I got older I started to explore my sexuality and exploring the tempting desires I've always known...but never did anything about.
Camming was a place where I could be Ally.
Being a creative and passionate person. I knew this was something I could find myself doing for a while. I've had good days and bad days on cam. But the fact that it's something I have NOT given up on. It's VERY important to me. Makes it all worth while.
Maybe I'm not a Top Model... YET. But I have goals to be Successful and Put on an AMAZING SHOW each and every time I go LIVE.
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