Some people are too used to their home and leaving it requires a lot of courage. I don’t think of myself as such, but I have such periods. It can be very difficult to go out and show myself to the world. Honestly, many women don’t like me simply because I’m beautiful and I don’t hide it. I suppose they think that if I’m like this, I should be embarrassed or not emphasize it. But why the fuck, excuse me? I have one life and one youth. I love my body and face, why should I hide it? In 20 years, maybe (I hope not) I’ll want to hide it myself. I often notice envy in women’s eyes. A mocking, unkind look. I used to be confused. Like " Oh noooo, whyyyy? I haven’t done anything. Now, I just start smiling and look her in the eyes. Kindness and courage. I'm sure, this two things will make me happy. Openess to the world.